Chapter 1

So it's been 6 days into the new year and I haven't thought of a resolution for myself still.
in the past it usually revolved around money. But I don't think that would be a problem this year since I don't have any.
So I ask, any ideas for me?

having a bad memory really has its disadvantages.
so my research was originally due today,
so naturally i left it to last minute and started it at 9pm last night w/ breaks in between (of course).
i decided to stay up all night to finish it.
it was going well until 6:30am, when i realized that my prof. changed the due date to next week.
the worse part was i put off another assignment that was due today cause i was thinking that the paper is more important.
so once i finished that other assignment, it was 7:45am and i had to start getting ready at 9am.
so instead of getting some sleep, stupid me had the idea of watching a fob movie. which i did.

so instead of doing something productive with my reading week,
like work or homework.
for my first day of break, i decided to learn this instead.
( reading week well spent don't you say? )

i never understood girls when they say "i can't stop shopping"
...until now.
i'm slowly becoming a shopaholic.
i always end up buying new clothes like every other day,
and i can't stop. especially on the days that i get paid.

things to buy:
1. GAP Hayes blue jeans (28x30) - $59.50
2. OLD NAVY blue jeans regular cut (28x30) - 2/$50
3. OLD NAVY grey plain front (28x30) - 2/$50
4. H&M gray w/ white pinstripe dress shirt (M) - $39.90
5. H&M white canvas belt - $9.90
6. LE CHATEAU white fedora hat (S/M) - $39.99

+7. OLD NAVY brown crew neck t-shirt - 2/$18

this is bad.
i've come to the realization that i'm never gonna leave my room now.
i finally got my wireless working so there's no reason for me to go to my brother's room to use the computer.
i also installed digital cable in my room so there's also no reason for me to go to the living room or the basement to watch something on demand.
and i never eat anything anyways so there's no reason to go to the kitchen.
the only room that's any use to me now is the bathroom.
i have this fear of becoming more lazy than i already am.

i really don't expect on getting any of these things but i can wish.

1. black 80GB iPod classic
2. black, white & gray argyle sweater or sweater vest (M or L)
3. black top & white bottom nike air max 90 (8 or 8.5)
4. white on white Washington Nationals (DC) new era cap (7 1/8)
5. logitech bluetooth mouse w/ rechargeable battery (mac compatible)
6. white fedora hat (S)
7. white medium thick suspenders
8. R4 w/ 2GB mircoSD card
9. season 1&2 prison break on dvd
10. season 1 heroes on dvd

the rest of these are just for fun.
11. a nerf gun
12. anything from LCBO
13. bratz the movie dvd (don't ask)
14. super sweet 16 movie dvd (again don't ask)
15. bleach season 1 dvd box set

ohhh and...
16. a date with melissa r. (haha)

so you would think I would be happy that my professors didn't show up to class today.
...but I feel the complete opposite.
waking up at 5:30am just to get to a first class on time and finding out there's no class, is not fun but it's a nice break.
but when you find out that your professor for your second/last class of the day wasn't there either, now that's just a piss off.

I never though I would say this but I really wish I had class today, just so that waking up and making my way downtown so damn early in the morning was justified.

do I look 19?
...cause apparently I don't have to show ID when I buy from the LCBO.

i can't believe it you guys...like AWWW MAAA GAWWW...high school is almost done (a year later). i'm so scared i think i'm gonna cry like srsly. what am i gonna do without my two rocks being with me for support next year. ohhh...one of my rocks got a haircut a while ago and i gotta tell you...WOW. teehehe. hair really does make a difference. and my other has been so busy with school so i haven't seen him in so long. i miss him so much you don't even know. im just like robin thicke, i'm lost without him. teehehe. i still need to find the perfect pumps to go with my sunshine yellow halter dress for grad. i hope i don't end up crying at the ceremony because i need my make-up to be perfect for pictures right after. i worried about the hat messing with my hair cause the way i'm gonna get my hair done is gonna be so so cute. since doing my hair is gonna take so long, i have to wake up early on grad day so hopefully i wont have eye bags or breakout cause of the lack of sleep or else i'm gonna freak. so who wants to shoe shopping with me? i also might get my nails done that day, i want my nails to match my dress. you know that's how i do...big ballin' all day, everyday. teehehe.

The ONLY reason why I watch the show.

the result of receiving a warning letter:
no going out
no computer (unless for work)
no naps after school
no doing anything else but homework

One Chance - Could this be love
Jon B. - They Don't Know
Robin Thicke - Wanna Love You Girl

-my three theme songs for three couples.

jimminy jillikers batman!!!....its almost christmas. tee hee hee...like AMG...im so so excited. i hope someone gets me that pretty little purse *drools* i had my eye on, but if i dont its ok. i just want something thats very sentimental and will touch my heart and make me tear a bit. but not too much cause i dont want my mascara to run (n). i just hate when that happens, dont you? im so sad that the year is ending *tear* cause that means theres no more debuts (n) that means i dont have a chance to show off that little red dress i bought to make the all the girls jealous =p.
on a lighter note:
i found myself a new rock. tee hee hee. and it came to me in the form of miguel pe. he's a breath of fresh air. it's like i was drowning...and then he saved me *sigh*. anyways...during the christmas concert...there was a point where all the lights went out. i was so scared cause i couldnt find jermaine....he was too far away...but i found myself in the muscular arms of miguel. man is he hot...i almost fainted at the sight of his beautiful face *big smile*.


p.s. tina is the best. i don't know what my lj and i would do without her *super big smile*.

yesterday was like you know....the coolest day EVERRRRRR. im soooo sooo nervous but excited...tee hee (<--thats for you tina/gayle) about saturday...i cant believe that its here already. and like OHH MY GAW (sorry i dont know how u girls spell that...tell me and ill edit it after) the dresses are sooooo pretty....i wish i got to wear one...cause you know how i do, big ballin all day everyday. (<---there, something gangster)...who says guys cant wear one. tee hee. i think i have the legs to pull off a dress like cmon...dont u think so. lol. and i would have like to show off my back...the vest just wont let me do that. hahaha. went to barnabas' mystery meal. i was so scared when that person got murdered...i almost cried...luckly jermaine was beside me for comfort...he's my rock...hahahahaha i mean tee hee hee.

did i fulfill all the specifications?

thanks gayle for the correction.

like OH MY GOD!!!...its in like 9 days. i'm so excited...i cant wait till everyone can see me dance cause you all know how i love to show off my dancing skills. haha. i also cant wait to be wearing a flower on my wrist, i just love flowers...it reminds me of a nice summers day.

....there tina theres your update...so i can continue to read your secrets.